lots of pain. lots.

Well yesterday was a banner day. 

12 hour work day (no lunch, of course). 6 days into my 17 day wait for an urgent-but-not-quite-ER-urgent medical issue associated with lots of discomfort. Plus major cramps (continuing today). Plus breaking up with the guy who I had thought was perfect, who I had been crazy about and told my family that I could see spending the rest of my life with. A draining conclusion to a rough couple weeks.

I’m contemplating staying in bed all day, but I know that’s not going to make anything hurt less. I just wish I could be numb, just for a little.